May 2019: My friend recommended I go on a dating app. I was extremely reluctant, but I followed her Piscean advice anyway. I received too many lude messages to describe and DMd those with interesting profiles… all of which ignored me- except one. The Virgo took an opportunity to correct my grammar and I was immediately infatuated by his *eh* demeanor.
Your aura is the energy that represents your identity. Those with a strong sense of identity tend to have more defined auras. His aura was matted in shades of cool Egyptian and Prussian blues surrounded by a ring of fire. He was collected and confident, and his aura was a never changing armor of assurance as a result.
However, those with lack of identity tend to have everchanging auras. At the time, my aura was a chameleon that changed according to environment. I had known men to be unpredictable, so his steady his aura was refreshing. I ultimately opened up to him like a delicate white flower with a green stem- willing to let go of my boundaries in pursuit of love… only to find he would hold on very tightly to his.
I’m not going to go too deep into this part here (full disclosure in the book), but let’s just say I was utterly heartbroken. This experience caused me to put pen to paper and dig deep into my astrological placements. I knew there had to be a lesson and I was intent on finding it. I soon found I have very strong Virgo placements in both tropical and sidereal astrology. Long story short- I realized the shades of blue I was so attracted to in him were the traits I suppressed in myself. So, I stopped being infatuated with him, and started falling in love with me. Soon I was able to learn how to bring that part of my identity into my aura. Unfortunately, this information did not keep me out of his bed….
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Jasmine Brianna Ellison is a self-published author with a degree in Political Science. Currently studying Urban Studies at the University of Illinois at Chicago, Ellison is a full-time student and writer.
THESE PERSONAL INSIGHTS ARE NOT MEANT TO EXCUSE OR ENCOURAGE RECONCILIATION WITH ANY ABUSIVE PERSONS OR BEHAVIORS IN YOUR LIFE.